My very first post. :)

Today is the day, the start of my blogging. yay! :)

Alrighty, i'll go straight to the point.. something's bothering me, like for days now. and its driving me N-U-T-S! D: i gotta take this off my chest.

Its been a month though, i started watching make-up tutorials on youtube. xteeener's my favorite.:) i learned new things, like tons of new things, all about cosmetics. and dang! i am hooked. i've had sleepless nights, just watching all these tutorials. i envy all their good stuff, all the make-up stuff.. then i thought to myself, 'man, i wish i had all that stuff too'.. but, unfortunately, GenSan, the city where i live, just SUCKS! pffft. so yeah, how i wish i could do online shopping, but, i cant.-.- first, i dont have enough $$$. second, shipping fee's waaaay too expensive.


2 days ago, i watched NYX hauls in youtube.. lucky girls got NYX stuff, sigh.. anyways, i am dying to have NYX items. the round lipsticks, the lipglosses, shadows, blushes, all of it! and again, i cant. -.- my plan? im gonna study hard, get a job, make lotsa money, then buy all NYX stuff. LMAO. ohh yes, NYX is my motivation. :D

My bday's gonna be in like 2 months.
BDAY WISHLIST:
-NYX round lipstick in Thalia
-NYX round lipgloss in Real Nude
-NYX lipgloss with mega shine in Lollipop
-NYX powder blush in Angel
-NYX trio eyeshadow
-NYX jumbo eye pencil
(its all NYX. :D)

Sooo yeah, this post is pointless though, but i feel better now, cause i got it of my chest. i wish i got a fairy godmother, or a genie, just to grant all my wishes. but, back to reality, there's nothing like that. -.-

oh well, time to end this, thanks for wasting your time reading this. i appreciate it. ;)